Pain in the Ass

I miss my retreat spaces...

...I really do...sigh...

Nas's then student house. I miss it soooo much, it hurts! It was my sanctuary, to be away from class politics and competitions, sleepy lectures and assignments. Those were the days, I guess. Lost it already. Cant even retrieve it back. Impossible. And thats sad.

My room when I backpacked, in UK. It was Sharon's aunt's place. A small cottage in the countryside. Very peaceful, relaxing and calm. Gosh I can stay there forever. Miss it, bloody much.

Freedom, comfort and happiness. I am reminded of these. Urgh. So sappy these few days. Dont know why.

I dont stutter...

...but i ffffound happiness! and ddddats a great med ffffor chronic uninspired ssssyndrome.

*thanks to - irman

Lets draw some inspirations

*source - facehunter (where else?)

color scheme, ill stick to this dull palette. if only some of the pieces here are in reach and wallet-friendly (ngek ngek), i wouldnt live in a shopping nightmare. cardio in the mall after this... damn. i prefer treadmill better.

Despite the storm outside...

...I am in a way a chirpy bird, post the friday prayers. Ive made some nice discoveries today.

- I got myself a new love named Iko. Unlike other cheap whores out there, you give me pleasure and you dont harm me (oh screw that guilt, Im going to enjoy myself with you everyday... well not everyday... (then you might bore me to death and Ill ignore you)
- I have come to several conclusions on some things (among them - stylists DO really know what people should wear)
- I just realized my bitching buddy from TOA (now a fiery redheaded woman) actually works in the opposite building (WOOT WOOT! No more lame lunches... and yeah, setting a date and time to meet will not be a hassle, at all. Woohoo)
- I started to feel sleepy after lunch... (NOT GOOD! My first here! Something is wrong!) But a 5 minute nap did me some good... kekeke

Prior to that I still am unsure whether I should stay in or move out... thats a tricky thing to decide. Plateau! I hate it! I hate depleting progress... Need new grounds! Or not... oh well, need more researches...

And for fcuk's sake, here's a picture (yeah I like to post up pictures... its my drug aite, very healthy) A not-trashy-looking sienna miller. Its hard to find her looking good with her blonde mane. Most of the picture I source (for work) on her are edgy looking (drawing into thrashy, mostly).

*source - ontd, as usual (gotta find some other place to dig for nice pictures)

*Iko is a brand of cookie btw. Fucking awesome

While I scream an inaudible "argh" to an empty head...

*source - boingboing
... this at least got my mind occupied. And that kinda made me happy, for a sec. Oh well, how weird can I be wanting to be piled with skill-required tasks instead of whining not getting any... of those... and "that"... haha.

*source - ontd

Yeah, it's hot.

i spill colours all night...

...on photos i spontaneously shot at EH!' 20 Yang Anggun party yesterday night. stay tuned. coming soon the neglected flickr. (my skills are getting dusty. damn.)

edit: flickr updated